This is my face, so I won't be long:This morning, a solo swim in the sea, snow on the ground, sun in the sky, calm beauty everywhere, and gentle noise. The water was clear and sharp. My hands hurt, but I stayed in a bit longer than yesterday. It was warmer getting dressed and the wind didn't try to steal any clothes.
I had a general grump on for quite a bit of the morning and some of after lunch. Funny. Not for anything in particular. Just so. Head games. Annoyed at myself for going home to bed instead of joining in with a party the night before, when in fact I WANTED TO GO TO BED. I didn't really want to go to the party, so I went home, then spoilt it for myself by giving myself a hard time about it. One or the other, love, otherwise there's really no point.
I loved my scene with Steen today. I'd like to play with it even more. I learnt more new games. Max was a peach too, and he wore his terribly soft, delightful, happy-making stroky top today, so I stroked it a lot. I got to wear big quilted yellow pants with braces and run around. Just because I was cold, in fact. We didn't use them for a scene. Whatever else wonderful happened will have to fill my dreams and make me smile in my sleep. The lolling has started.
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