Day 566: Nun dog

This, but with no tail

Love is the thing, see. It just is. As soon as all that tension went... a home arrived. Lovely place: found. Short term, long term, who knows, but somewhere to go on Friday with bags, and Sunday after my weekend away. I'm not saying that the cosmos delivered the place as a reward... I'm saying that once I was open and breathing again, counting my blessings instead of my navel notches, I was open to see what a gift this place, and this person, is. Thank you. Deep like mine shafts of thank you. When it's the place, it's instant. I'd said yes before I'd left the living room, pretty much. Not where I expected or in the situation I expected, but just right for just now, and I'm giddy with it. Nicole, I owe you big time... you are a gentle and lovely creature and I'm flowing gratitude out of my pores. 

I'm just saying, there are options

Now I need to remember this. I have been so tense about other things too. Remember that idea that pain is information... that jealousy is a useful steer... that tension is just like a baby trying to tell you something's up... it might not be able to articulate what yet, but the message is clear. So having tension all about loving relationships... that's all information. Breathe into it. Feel it. Let it be, rather than shouting it down. That's a lot more likely to lead me where I want to be, rather than running in circles, chasing an imaginary tail and barking at my own arse.

I think that's enough for today. Here's to the future, and a different kind of woof.